This is what happens when I get behind on uploading my pictures- I feel like there's just a bunch of random pictures to try explaining!
P.S. I know I'm supposed to be working on writing- but I "earned" these blog breaks- otherwise I'd really go crazy! As mentioned a little earlier, it's been stressful trying to get stuff done before I leave (even though my data has already been collected, I still have to go through the "formality" of having a prospectus meeting), but it's a little frustrating when I've met with my research committee along the way, so this just feels like an unnecessary step. I am having a hard time getting clear answers and direction from my thesis chair, and I don't think she likes my writing style/organization (even though she helped with the organization and I've incorporated a lot of her ideas into it) Grrrr. I have a hard time being motivated to write more when what I have written gets ripped up and re-arranged EACH time (including changes she's made!) I feel like I was really motivated and pushing to work hard on my thesis initially, but after it took almost a year-and-a-half to collect all my data (working with one kid a week, and having to organize and plan for each of those sessions)- I've just lost a lot of that initial "drive." Unfortunately, my thesis chair is just NOW ready to really work on it (where was she before when I was ready and asking to move forward?!)
I've tried explaining that I just wasn't able to do more than one focus at a time with other things going on. (I heard a quote recently that balancing things doesn't always mean giving equal priority to everything all the time-whether it's true, that's been more of my philosophy). It was hard enough deciding to try to balance finishing the program with Jordy being so young, and I had tried doing what I could to still be making progress in the program the whole time - but unfortunately after factoring in clinic/client work and internships and classes, the writing took lowest priority. I also had decided with Tyler that although I would still be in school, I wasn't going to ignore him or Jordy and that if sacrifices needed to be made, school things were almost always second to choosing to spend time together (which I also needed for my sanity!) I am actually not finishing any later than a handful of others that started the program with me, so I've never viewed myself as really being behind, but my thesis chair seems to think otherwise. She also was telling me how it would be almost impossible to finish in WI- even though I am willing and PLANNING on flying back to defend this fall, she just seems to think I need to be physically in her office to watch her CONSTANTLY change things.
Sorry. I'm done ranting. For now!
Back to the "random" June pictures! :)
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| Good thing this little squirt is so cute! |
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| We helped Carly and Brad move into their new HOUSE the first weekend in June and then stopped by this little park for a quick rest. Jordy couldn't understand why the ducks kept running away from him! |
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| The next weekend in June was the 2-day Summerfest in Orem- when a carnival and food trucks come. We walked around for a bit and got a tasty funnel cake to share! |
It is amazing to me how much Jordy imitates us these days. We'll do something one time, and before we know it, he's trying to do it himself. Jordy spends so much of the day throwing balls around the house (thanks to Tyler) but some of them go under the couch. We've used a long back-scratcher stick we have to get out-of-reach balls from under the couch, but the other day when a ball rolled under, the next thing I know Jordy was getting the back-scratcher to get the ball himself!
He LOVES doing anything Tyler does, from laying on his back throwing balls in the air (Jordy tries it but he can't catch so they usually just hit him, but that doesn't stop him from doing it more!), to doing practice golf swings in the air-- Jordy LOVES his daddy and wants to do everything he does!
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| Tyler had his tool set out to fix our closet rod and you better believe Jordy was right there "helping"! |
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| "Which tool is next, dad!?" |
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| With the NBA finals on- both Jordy and Tyler were in heaven! (Jordy seriously would start "yelling" and/or clapping when he saw there was a game on TV!) During one game Jordy climbed up on Tyler to get a more comfortable seat! |
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| Then it was time for a snack- so we brought out chips and salsa and Jordy's Veggie Straws... |
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| ...but Jordy saw Tyler dipping his chips into the salsa so Jordy wanted to do that too with his! |
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| Jordy doesn't like to see me working on my computer and has a hard time leaving the keys alone when I'm typing. I remembered we still had the old computer Tyler used in school so I dug it out and turned it on (it took like 20 min. to boot-up!) but then I told Jordy that was HIS computer to work at-- it kept him busy for a little bit-- until he kept restarting it or making it go to sleep. He also figured out (rather quickly) how to pull off some of the keys :( |
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| I've also tried keeping him busy building towers- but he doesn't think they are as much fun standing up when they could be DESTROYED! |
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| ...or when he can put the pieces in his mouth! |
I am looking forward to the day (hopefully by the beginning of November!) when I'll be able to give this kiddo more of my attention! I know I've gotten frustrated with him and it's hard getting all my stuff done when he is demanding my attention too, but all-in-all, looking at all he's put up with in the last year-and-a-half...he's been really patient with me and a really good sport about it all. He really has spent a ton of time on campus, either with me or playing with others while I'm in class or with a client- and he's generally so happy! (Just SUPER energetic!) Remembering he's just a baby/toddler and he has a right to want to get down and play-- he's been so good!
I said it on facebook, but it deserves to be said again- in trying to count all those that have helped out- if even just once to watch Jordy for me- there are more than 25 people that I can name! I couldn't have done this without all the family and friends that have supported me, whether physically watching Jordy or encouraging me from a-far. THANK YOU!
If for nothing else- I am finishing my thesis for ALL OF YOU!
Also- of course this wouldn't be possible without Tyler. He has come home from work on multiple occasions and taken Jordy on errands or to the park so that I could have some "me-time" to either take a nap or write, etc. -- even though he doesn't really get those times for himself. He listens to me vent and rant about the same things MILLIONS of times without ever complaining and stays up with me late at night just to rub my back or keep me awake too! He is an incredible husband and father.
This summer is going to be busy with a big move and settling in, my internship and finishing writing- but I'm looking forward to the day when I can look back and say, "WE DID IT!"